Post by Delirious Dreams on Aug 24, 2016 22:15:43 GMT
Application Form
Note: I'm not sure if I'm doing this right. -Delirious
Verse:
Vampire Diaries
Character Name:
Kai (Malachai) Parker
Face-Claim:
Chris Wood
RP Sample: { This should be at least 250 words for OC's, and at least 400 words for cannons }
A letter in her dorm room, her roommate had gotten it from their mail box. From Damon Salvatore. Bonnie grabs it with a smile and opens it. Probably a letter of him and Elena's fun back home.
"Dear Bonnie,
I am not quite certain how to start another letter like this. Considering you threw out all my other ones. But, the past is in the past and I am trying to be a better man. You know, minus the whole putting Damon's name and address on the envelope just so you'd finally actually open one of my letters. That being said do us both the favor of saving me a trip in person to you and just read this damn letter. Okay Bonster?"
Kai..the letter is from that bastard, memories of the pain he caused her flood her mind. But at the threat of him making an appearance and the obvious knowledge that she trashed his previous ones, she keeps reading. She knows in some way, she is being watched by him.
"Now, let's see, how do I begin? I know you're not the type to simply accept an apology, at least not from me. Because chances are you'll believe it all a lie. So I shall put it it terms I think you can understand.
I can't stop thinking about you Bonnie. I can't stop thinking about my hands around your neck, or the blade I dug into your stomach." Bonnie cringes as she reads, the pain of each wound he inflicted still fresh in her mind.
"But most of all, I can't stop thinking about the way you threw that glass when you had given up hope in the prison world. Did you see me at all? Did you assume I was a hallucination? Jeremy stopped you... But I got him there you know? I was half bleeding to death at the time, but I got him there. I know that might not matter much to you, given all I have done.
But try and understand I did it because Damon told me Bonnie, of your pact to end your life... And I had to stop you."
Dry watermarks stain the paper here. Tears? Certainly not. Kai was a monster. But if Bonnie truly believes this, why does she read more?
"I can't explain it Bonnie, ever since the merge with Luke, I can't get you out of my head. I'm "crying" again. Sociopaths don't cry. I went online, read of several things to try and ease the feeling of guilt in my chest, this pain in my head. But I cannot. So I figure the only way to ease it all is to tell you this, tell you how sorry I am Bonnie. How much you are on my mind. If this doesn't work I do not know what I'll do next."
Guilt? Is this a joke? Or is he really feeling something for someone else? The hand writing that had started so neat and confident now became a shaky mess more and more. As if he were actually breaking while writing it.
"I'm not a better man yet. I know I haven't changed much. But I'm trying. If only to get the pain to stop from eating at me. Please try and believe me Bonnie."
A plea? An actual plea for forgiveness backed by his usual narcissism. This feels a little too real for the brunette witch's comfort. It does not help that his next written words are a threat.
"For I do not know what will come if I have to visit you, say this in person. I feel like I don't want to hurt people anymore, yet for some reason I believe I'd hurt you. I won't lie, the thought of ending you has crossed my mind despite it all. In a desperate attempt simply to make some of the pain stop. But from what I read that won't help either. So. Just please. Try and accept my apology. Help me... Change Bonnie."
This seemed unorganized, unplanned. By the time Bonnie comes to the end of it, it feels like a letter from a lost and desperate person. Should she believe this? Any of this? She does not know. She does not want to. But if Kai had not changed at least a little, why had it sounded like he was battling two sides of himself. The sociopath.... And a part that was actually trying to ease a guilty conscious
Questions: { The answers to these questions are found in our rules }
1. Name three things that aren't allowed on the site when it comes to role-play.
Constant one liners, sexual roleplays out of private messenger, ooc drama.
2. Regarding activity on the site, after how long will your account be deleted?
1 month unless otherwise state in the away forum.
3. Name the two mandatory threads that you have to create after your account is approved on the site.
Muse thread and plotter
4. How did you hear about this website?
Malachai Hemmet on facebook
Preferred OOC Name/Nickname:Delirious/Delairis
Note: I'm not sure if I'm doing this right. -Delirious
Verse:
Vampire Diaries
Character Name:
Kai (Malachai) Parker
Face-Claim:
Chris Wood
RP Sample: { This should be at least 250 words for OC's, and at least 400 words for cannons }
A letter in her dorm room, her roommate had gotten it from their mail box. From Damon Salvatore. Bonnie grabs it with a smile and opens it. Probably a letter of him and Elena's fun back home.
"Dear Bonnie,
I am not quite certain how to start another letter like this. Considering you threw out all my other ones. But, the past is in the past and I am trying to be a better man. You know, minus the whole putting Damon's name and address on the envelope just so you'd finally actually open one of my letters. That being said do us both the favor of saving me a trip in person to you and just read this damn letter. Okay Bonster?"
Kai..the letter is from that bastard, memories of the pain he caused her flood her mind. But at the threat of him making an appearance and the obvious knowledge that she trashed his previous ones, she keeps reading. She knows in some way, she is being watched by him.
"Now, let's see, how do I begin? I know you're not the type to simply accept an apology, at least not from me. Because chances are you'll believe it all a lie. So I shall put it it terms I think you can understand.
I can't stop thinking about you Bonnie. I can't stop thinking about my hands around your neck, or the blade I dug into your stomach." Bonnie cringes as she reads, the pain of each wound he inflicted still fresh in her mind.
"But most of all, I can't stop thinking about the way you threw that glass when you had given up hope in the prison world. Did you see me at all? Did you assume I was a hallucination? Jeremy stopped you... But I got him there you know? I was half bleeding to death at the time, but I got him there. I know that might not matter much to you, given all I have done.
But try and understand I did it because Damon told me Bonnie, of your pact to end your life... And I had to stop you."
Dry watermarks stain the paper here. Tears? Certainly not. Kai was a monster. But if Bonnie truly believes this, why does she read more?
"I can't explain it Bonnie, ever since the merge with Luke, I can't get you out of my head. I'm "crying" again. Sociopaths don't cry. I went online, read of several things to try and ease the feeling of guilt in my chest, this pain in my head. But I cannot. So I figure the only way to ease it all is to tell you this, tell you how sorry I am Bonnie. How much you are on my mind. If this doesn't work I do not know what I'll do next."
Guilt? Is this a joke? Or is he really feeling something for someone else? The hand writing that had started so neat and confident now became a shaky mess more and more. As if he were actually breaking while writing it.
"I'm not a better man yet. I know I haven't changed much. But I'm trying. If only to get the pain to stop from eating at me. Please try and believe me Bonnie."
A plea? An actual plea for forgiveness backed by his usual narcissism. This feels a little too real for the brunette witch's comfort. It does not help that his next written words are a threat.
"For I do not know what will come if I have to visit you, say this in person. I feel like I don't want to hurt people anymore, yet for some reason I believe I'd hurt you. I won't lie, the thought of ending you has crossed my mind despite it all. In a desperate attempt simply to make some of the pain stop. But from what I read that won't help either. So. Just please. Try and accept my apology. Help me... Change Bonnie."
This seemed unorganized, unplanned. By the time Bonnie comes to the end of it, it feels like a letter from a lost and desperate person. Should she believe this? Any of this? She does not know. She does not want to. But if Kai had not changed at least a little, why had it sounded like he was battling two sides of himself. The sociopath.... And a part that was actually trying to ease a guilty conscious
Questions: { The answers to these questions are found in our rules }
1. Name three things that aren't allowed on the site when it comes to role-play.
Constant one liners, sexual roleplays out of private messenger, ooc drama.
2. Regarding activity on the site, after how long will your account be deleted?
1 month unless otherwise state in the away forum.
3. Name the two mandatory threads that you have to create after your account is approved on the site.
Muse thread and plotter
4. How did you hear about this website?
Malachai Hemmet on facebook
Preferred OOC Name/Nickname:Delirious/Delairis